Chapter 8: The 1st break up..
yaya......j1.....after 1st 3 months... i got strayed again....but only 4 a week...cos i realised i love lx more than any other guy...so yepz...

b4 he went into ns..we broke up..due to many reasons i guess..cos i cant give him security..cos of my family..cos he wans to adapt to ns life w/o worrying much abt me..so.......we supposedly went our separate ways..i was @ his hse when he 'suggested' e break up...yup..then he cooked maggee mee 4 me..n i thought...so this's e last meal he's cooking 4 me as a bf..? have to eat slowly.. i teared only a little n he was very surprised..he told i would b v heartbroken... eh eh eh...then i think he got disappointed ah. =X after tt we headed down to tanglin 2gether... he still put his arm on my shoulder... eh.. i thought we aint 2gether already? haha..then he put his hand down.... too used to it i guess... siewmin gave us this pucca n garu hp accessory.. -_-''! if all days..we got tt on e day we break up... diao~

no one knows i guess......till e following day... lx was with e pple hu r supposedly studying 4 their common tests @ bishan...i was with james ard my neighbourhood....so...tt's how rbl knows... many sent me msgs ... yupz..thanks 4 yr concern....but im okie...cos my attention r all diverted 2 studyin 4 e common test. =P

Chapter 9: He loves me...he loves me not...
so 4 e next few weeks... i lead a v paranoid life.... his actions tell me he still misses me....but his words tell me he's damn irritated by me. -sigh- i dont even know which's e real him... till one sat...he asked me out 4 movie in e morning......funny....in e past i kept pushing bac stuff into e afternoon.... but this time i dint give excuses to change e time...we watched movie...then headed to my hse 2 get bball.....obviously he has to go my papa hse....my grandma hse is out of bounds to him...

yupz....then we were alone in my papa's room...he stared @ me...affectionately... i duno wad he's trying to do... chu dian? haha....but i felt damn weird la...soon after he asked 4 a hug.... yupz...tt's when i felt dere's a glimpse of hope... or maybe he was jus too stressed of ns...n needed a fren...

so...we went bac 2 pretty gd terms..we still went out... he still buy stuff 4 me.. n asked me if i wana be his mei... wth? i rejected.....n he's like giggling away....diaoz... after i told him i took neprint w james he sounded pretty jealous...haha....

2 months after e break up... he called... n we yak on phone 4 an hr.....then he asked...
u know wats tdy's date?
27 lo
u know wad im thinking?
wad... u nv tell me how i know!
eh....u still wan to be 2gether....? or u r happy w e way it is now?
eh.......
quickly choose hor......late i change my mind....
i hate it when he rushed me like that..... but which path i took...u all should know right.....haha....

haha end of story.... -yawn