Ping gave me a notepad last yr to encourage me to persevere in Engin.
As i read thu e small notes i've written in there, it was so filled with desperation and hopelessness. I didnt know wad to do with my life then. I had just gone on study break and i was mostly sleeping @ home day in night out, jus to kill time. Going out could only please me momentarily. I still felt very empty within, drifting aimlessly in life.
Many friends were there for me & i felt so so so blessed.
After i got thru e interview @ocs, i was excited for tt night. a new environment, new pple, a place where i could discard all my unhappy moments and have a new beginning. The starting was tough, i stammer often when talking to pple. so paiseh!!! Sometimes, certain stuff just happen duting work, which could screw uo yr day and i felt so frustrated @ e behaviour of mankind.
There r nice pple. May was e one who gave me encouragement so often, complimenting how smart i am, compared to when she started working 10 yrs ago, she saw more stars than me (ie more blur than me la )
Mal was a great trainer. For ever question i ask her, she would jus teach me immediately, even though it may be smth she taught b4. She never ever lost her temper at me.
Then there was Jason, e local officer. He gave me words of comfort almost everyday @ e beginning. Even though he has a lousy work attitude.
& of cos there's Jassica. e person who stood by me all my life. She really helped me alot in training & is one of the few who pulled me back to my feet. After my 1st week @ ocs, she gave me a fridge magnet "Never give up". It's e lil things she does to make me carry on working there. I got my way @ work easier & she stood up for me when i got misunderstood by others. Think w/o her, i may just quit after working less than a month there and sink into deeper depression.
Its been close to 6 mths since im working & this month, i've got the highest pay thru out my whole life! *YEAH*
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