aye. so busy. i think im gonna depend on coffee for the next few days again.

i couldnt take up the internship in the end, cos i felt it wasnt right for me. They wanted one year commitment and the internship is shaped towards the path of grooming me into a financial advisor. Not for me lah, after some serious thoughts.

so many pple i have to be accountable to now. pple in my family i mean. i know how it feels like when someone is given full responsibility of taking care of a person.............. naturally extra steps will be taken to ensure the safety or survival............... but when its time to let go, i think they should let go. When i study, they nag. When i do some sch stuff, they nag. When i work, they nag. When i finally do stay at home to study or wad, they nag, asking me to go outside to breathe fresh air. When i appear to be awake to them all the time, they nag. When i dont come home for the night bcos of some social activities, she would be telling me about the sec3 neighbour who gave birth to a child. When i ask to stay on campus, he tells me that im emotionally weak, am an introvert, and would be prone to depression by studying alone. He makes me sound like i have no friends at all when he only gets to talk to me a few times a month.
like .... wad....the...............

sometimes, i cant be bothered to explain myself. Whats the use...... I would rather show them........... hey, im bringing home money. hey, i've landed myself a job with good prospect. hey, i am just as good as yr beloved daughters who can get 10K per month. hey, i can handle office politics. hey, i am providing for yr retirement, so pls just accept what im doing and stop nagging.

urgh. so sian. The Chinese typical way of showing care. It gets on my nerves sometimes.

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Hey, If you feel that Im a bitch and will backstab my friends just to climb up the corporate ladder, so be it. I dont care what you think about me, cos after I told you to step out of my life, we werent friends anymore. I feel that I did not treat you like a fool, or mislead you in the first place cos I did make myself very clear at the beginning that we can only be buddies at most.

Imagine if i and you were to be tgr, are you going to send me that friendster message?

And i sincerely thought you were a nice guy. Well, my mistake.

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Attended Laur's 21st bday celebration on Sat! Damn happening lah, her party, got sherades!
And her house is damn nice! It has the swing that i like....hehehe

And she looked reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally happy~

Too bad who isnt there hor...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUR!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY QING!