No mood to do work

Back from 85Broads Meeting resting at home while waiting for time to pass b4 I can taste the sumptuous beef horfun.

Been reflecting on the events that happened this year.

I wanted to migrate so much, that I tried psycho-ing my grandparents and mum. My ego was high, I believed there wasn't anything I could not achieve. Then, this guy came into my life. And the plan to migrate was put aside. We spent many beautiful memories, despite me being bogged down with Project can, an internship and club commitments during the holidays. At times, we felt like giving up the relationship due to a certain factor. But we are happy when we spend time together. Before the beginning of school term, I knew things could not retain that level of rosiness. With my packed schedule and his, we might only be free moments before we sleep. Esp mine. That is why I chose the decision that I've taken months ago. I go home twice a week, sometimes just for meals or to pack my room/do whatever errands my grandparents ain't able to do. And that takes off feasible time to spend together. Family is a commitment which I cannot compromise. But the bed that I sleep on here at home is becoming more of just a place where I rest my soul overnight. This place is becoming a battle place of words and pettiness. Perhaps, my grandparents have too much time on their hands.

Ah well, dinner.