I think.. i should learn to be more appreciative of my surroundings. I have so many good things happening in my life. Yet when sweet gestures are done, I don't feel that I'm happier as in the past. Has schwork taken a toll on me? Have my heart hardened so much that I seem to belittle positive emotions and amplify negative emotions?

I miss the old times when we all have time on our hands to just stay out late and play.
Maybe I miss my gesture of giving.. I used to put more effort into friendships. Now, I've become so self-centered.

aye. maybe I woke up the wrong way this morning. Blasting music to wake me up is definitely so not for me.

Just a few more weeks...