so much had happened over the past 2 years. Got out of a r/s that isn't going anywhere. Finally took a long overdue step towards Christ. One of the best decisions ever made.
I'm still in the same office, in a different role now and moving on to another role soon. It's amazing that once I step out of the previous comfort zone, opportunities just popped up. I used to be down thinking when will I ever have chances to move on to something bigger, something better. Perhaps fear played a part in holding me back. Well, guess I have to just keep moving on in life progressively. I do not want to be stuck mulling over things again and become unappreciative of life when I, in fact, had everything that people will yearn for.
People. come and go.
I think I got used to friends leaving. Colleagues-turned-friends leaving the company. James came and left. The sadness doesn't stay around long anymore and I know that they will be happy pursuing their next stage of life. I feel happy for them. Life is too short to be living the life that others will like you to live.
This led me to think about migrating, an idea I had 4 years back. When more is at stake now, this idea seems harder to crystallize. Is staying in SG still feasible for the next 20 years for my family - with the ideology that I nurture my future kids personally? In the past, I will say no. But after the recent election, well, I will just have to wait and see.
Friendships with rbl ppl just grew stronger, esp after ronnie had a critical period last year, and james staying in SG for a while. Bball sessions were organized and the feeling of belongingness came back. playing tgr, laughing tgr. :)
It's 31 May 11. and I'm 26.
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