Skin

is the largest organ of the human body.

Sometimes I wonder how it would be like to be born with normal skin. No allergy to anything. No peeling of skin. No redness.

My skin allergy is getting worse. It didnt become much of a problem till recently. And suddenly, seafood becomes a sin in my life.

I have not been sleeping well. There is an idiotic mosquito in my room. And my attempt to convince my aunt to shift out her boxes has once again been unsuccessful. I understand that she just got promoted and needs to adjust to her new role. Sigh. Then who is here to understand that I need to keep my room clutter free so that there wont be any mosquitoes, any dust? I saw the mosquito flying pass me after dinner, I tried to smack it but it's too fast for me. urgh.

I wear gloves to sleep so that I won't scratch the rash on my face. No use. The gloves are thrown onto the floor moments later in my sleep. I have outgrown nails, so matter how short I cut my nails, they are bound to be jutting out from my fingers.

I wish to have normal skin, just like anyone of you. I did once say that I'm prepared to live with peeling skin for the rest of my life, but now, I don't know how I can live with the itch. Its terrible bearing the itch and controlling myself not to scratch it. Machiam chicken pox. No, now its worse than chicken pox. At least I got to stay home when I had chicken pox. Now, I got to stay in office even though its undergoing renovation. I asked the doctor if she could give me a cotton pad so that I could cover my rash on the face to avoid the dust from renovation in the office. She said "just apply the cream and it'll be fine".

ok lor.

Then I have to apply the cream sparingly somemore.

Sigh.

Just hope the rash can recover fast. And that I can kill the mosquito in my room soon.